in my cloud

by emily burke

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I’m in my cloud

No one can stop me

I’m higher than the tops of the trees

I am higher than the birds and the bees

Totally comfortable

Everything’s beautiful

I’m fine and I don’t worry anymore

This time I’m a lot better than before

Hey, I’m okay

If I stay, way up here

I’m in my cloud

I can feel the sun shine

It’s hotter here and I don’t mind

I got myself and my peace of mind

I’m totally comfortable

Everything’s beautiful

I’m fine and I don’t worry anymore

This time I’m a lot better than before

Hey, I’m okay

If I stay, way up here

All I need is room to breathe

I promise I will come down soon

I promise I will come down soon

I’m in my cloud

No one can stop me

I’m higher than the tops of the trees

I am higher than the birds and the bees

-Meiko

I’m still here 🙂

I have been learning a lot about myself these days. My anxiety has almost vanished. I have been doing things that make my soul happy… reading, listening to podcasts, learning more about nutrition, having more fun with my photography, doing more yoga, and trying to meditate daily. I’m allowing myself a lot more grace in the daily push and pull that I feel between working through old feelings, thoughts and habits while trying to live in the now and allowing myself some room to just be. I’ve realized that nothing changes overnight… the beauty of life is in the growth… in the journey from point A to point Z. This has helped me relax through the harder moments, remembering that I will always come out of them into a better space again, and having learned more I will keep getting stronger over time. I haven’t been writing because frankly it was stressing me out… lol. I needed to live, breathe, relax for a little while… to be alone on my own little cloud… no pressure to do or express or report.

I took this photo of Candace yesterday and while it may be of her, it is actually just as much a self portrait of me. It feeeeeels the way I feel these days… or at least at my best, most allowing vibration 😉

I’ll be back more often soon enough. But for now… back to work. And back to listening to this song… over and over and over 🙂